my mom wouldnt want me to die but....BUT i dont sleep well anymore, i have constant throbbing, agonizing pain in my heart and soul, i dont eat barely anything and when i do im sick. And when i actually get to sleep i have horrible nightmares bout her lying in the ******* bed, dying....i need her badly - dads already gone -- i need her soo badly, so very badly....thats why i wanna do it -- ive tried the pills but they only make me sicker, they dont KILL me, they dont even KILL the pain....nothing kills the pain not even alcohol....
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