Hi everybody: havent written in awhile.My mood has been dropping since monday. I thought since things went my way in court I would be happy,but no of course I am not. Had several large vodka drinks last nite with dinner. Slept off and on,really crappy. Went back to bed after breakfast,barely made it to work in time.Just so tired of thse ups and downs. Would rather be up,slightly manic than the way I feel now. Cant wait for work to get over and go home and lie down.Try not to act too depressed in front of hubby.Allmost too depressed to go to see therapist on Friday.
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