Well, I'm nearly 33 and I've never sought out any real help. In the past whenever I've felt depressed I always could pull myself out of it so to speak. I would either use whatever drugs I could get my hands on, or, I would simply berate myself for being weak. But now here I am about to turn 33 and I've never even been in a relationship or even had sex. I just can't see any light at the end of the tunnel anymore. It's just like this long dark road ahead of me. I just feel hopeless and alone. And while it may be cliche to say it, I'm Irish Catholic, I'll go on like this forever if I don't get help. I just don't know how I should go about it or what to expect.
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