To those of you who know me, I think I am going to leave in a few days and try to go and stay in a shelter. I just cant take my husbands crap anymore and I am feeling really bad today because of him. I may not be online for a few hours I have to go to the dentist. I am trying to fight the feelings of doing something drastic like picking up and leaving without thinking about it but I am just fed up with his crap.He hasnt had a shower in 2 days and got up and went to work again so today makes 3 days.He is still sneaking around and hasnt eaten in 2 days. I know he is doing drugs but I just dont know what kind because I have never used them. He gets mad if I try to get a job and makes me pay for all of the bills when I have one so I have worked from home selling on ebay so he doesnt know if i have money or not but i have been too depressed to sell this week so I havent made any money and he wouldnt even give me money for baby wipes and pull ups so yet again what little money I had saved to leave is going to be gone.He works all week and makes mroe than 500 a week and has no money lately. I dont know if anyone can give me advice on this or not,it just feels better to be able to complain about to someone.I dont want to feel so depressed about it, I already knew I was leaving but the mean things he does just has me feeling bad again.He had to make sure to call me fat before he left for work even though I have lost 60 pounds this year.I hope I feel better later today because if I can just stay for another week I will have my appointment with a doctor to try to get some medication for this depression. I'm sure someone out there is going through something similar to me.
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