What if you just know that at some point the end is coming, sooner rather than later. that you actively put things in place to stop it but your twisted mind finds ways around it. I have had a can't be bothered to get out of bed day. I just about got the children to school. All i do i go from sleep to flying into a rage. My poor family they don't deserve this kind of mother. I say it is not a crisis because everyday is quite the same except for my moods that are completely out of control. I see no light, they say hang in there,I do always hoping but it gets better so it can get worse again, even when it's better I know nobody believes that I can do it.
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