Pretty wrecked...no chance for me to get to have a good 18th birthday. It's coming up in 6 months...should be the best time of my life, but instead it's going to be a miserable day. I will have to move out and go on my own and i am not prepared for that because I'm a baby about life still. I don't know what I am going to do...there is no hope for me to get a job that will pay rent and bills. I'm doomed to fast food forever...and that isn't any kind of life. I don't know what to do....it's hopeless. I won't go to the ER again, can't get medication....can't do anything. My life is a useless waste and I am tired of it. I will never be happy now...i ruined my one chance at happiness when i dropped out of school.
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