No words to describe how I feel. Just got a call from my cpn who has just got back after leaving me alone for nearly a month with no cover, telling me there has "been an incident" and she is going away again. with no cover, unless you count duty who tell me they are too busy to speak to/see me. and yes i know people might be thinking "stand on your own two feet, you cant rely on other people the answer has to come from within you" but it is not physically possible right now, i tried to jump off my own damn roof yesterday ffs...i cant do this alone...pathetic as that may be
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