I am so tired of having to go through this pain and nowhere to turn I am hurting so bad ,I have tried everything and nothing helps,why cant i have a mom and dad and a brother or sister to spend time with and stuff,why cant i find anybody that understands my need to have this in my life,what did i ever do wrong to have to grow up without a mom and dad and a brother or sister i have to live with this constant never ending pain and there is nowhere to turn i would give anthing to have this in my life,i even dream about having a mom and dad and a brother it makes me so happy then i wake up and they are not there and it makes me so sad because i realize it was just a dream.
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