I tried fronting though my days just to get by. I now can no longer work for the time being. My friends all turned their backs on me. My family fell totally apart. The only ones left is my father and my fience. I love him soooo much. He just does not understand all what I am going through and I am starting to feel alone. There are days were I just cannot get out of my bed. Or I will cry for hours or days. I was in treatment and was about to get more when my health insurance ran out because I cannot get to work to pay into it. I do not want to be alone!!!! Since I cannot get further help at the moment I do not know what to do. I just cry and cry. I have no one to talk to..
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