I have depression and take medication. It helps but I still seem to think I dont have any friends(or friends who care enough or have similar interests). When my friends come around they cant wait to leave. Seems like they come up with reasons why they can not show up to events I invite them to. I have free tickets for a baseball game. I invited everyone of them and out of 15 people zero said they could come. Kinda sad when even if I have free stuff for them or even offer to pay for something they still dont want to be around me. Not sure what it is. Even the friends I have similar interests in. Like Xbox Live. We play together but not for very long. They will stay on for hours with other people but rarely longer than 30mins with me. Is it me or them?
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