Hi to all. Yesterday I was in my feelings and having a really down day and I allowed situations to take me out of my character. I love coming on DS and I do not wish to leave over a misunderstanding. The post was not directed to me personally as I took it and I apologize for over reacting. I got upset because I just dont want to misguide people about God. I just want to encourage and help people that hurt just like me. I only want to offer what I know works for me. I was so down yesterday just felt like giving up on life. Not just because of what happened on here but most of my day was filled with hurtful interactions with others. I am a very sensitive person and I really need to tuffin up which I am working on. Well I decided yesterday to take my own advice in the middle of my crisis. I was sitting at a bus stop crying and just had a strong urge to throw myself in front of one of the moving busses, I just felt like I only bring misery to others, but I cryed out in prayer to God and got relieve. Not instant but I am still alive right now and I am back on here after I thought I would never be. So God gives me hope and thats why I "suggest" prayer. I will not stop doing this because it is all I know. Like I said before take what you need and leave the rest and I too will do like wise!!! I apologize for my actions and for any bad feelings I may have caused. I thank you for yoursupport concerns and suggestions. I hope and pray we can all move on peacefully from here!! May God Bless you all!!
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