im a teen i make my mistakes....no one knows why i do the things i do. i wanna stop, i wanna cry, i get so pissed off i wanna beat the shit out of someone. The cutting has to STOP!!! i just get so frustrated... i want a cig but i dont because i got caught with them on me. i wanna drink but dont wanna get in trouble with that... i wanna starve to lose wait but im forse to eat. i want to shit that i deal with to just go way. being told what to do pisses me off, being blamed for shit that i dont do pisses me off, drama at school pisses me off, people thinking im going to become like my older sister pisses me off, being grounded pisses me off,peoples cocern PISSES ME OFF...being harrased pisses me off, all the sudden the sex talks pissess me off....what am i stupid?...why so i get so d\stress over sstupid shit. why am i beating myseft over this? why do i contiune to cut myself. how do i make it stop? how can i fix my problems? how can i go to school with out regrating things in my life? how can i tell my own boyfriend about my issues? why is this getting to ne???????? No one knows why i cut nor do i!!!
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