I understand how you feel. I go to Codependency meetings you ever gone to one of those

your not hated here, who is everyone?

nothing people are just bloody ignorant sometimes I'm sure that isn't true he would notice hell I'd notice and i haven't met you properly lol can I help?

I dont hate you, but i know what you mean
i lost all my friends because i tried to kill myself.xxxxxx hugs to you

Because they dont have it,and depression is really bad.

It may feel that way for you but it's not true. There are people who care. Do you want to talk?

try to calm down now. i know how you feel, i hav always felt that i give 100% when someone i love needs me.....even people i dont love. and i guess i expect it back. but guess what, i dont always get it back either, and yeah it hurts, but remember, you did those things cause you are caring, not because you expected to be paid back. i know that sounds lame, but i am having to deal with the fact that maybe i did expect to get "paid back" in a sense. talk to people on here, cause we all care! and feel free to message me if youd like.

I dont know.. but i feel pretty much as you do. I dont have anyone either and like you... i feel that no one really gives a damn except my kids and my boyfriend.Nothing is wrong with you apart from depression. It plays with your mind, exagerates things and makes you believe that they are real, thats why a lot of depressed people get paranoia. Talk to some of the people on here... theres a lot that can really help :)

Hi, I have had some family and friends bail on me and it hurts terribly. I have been there for them. Take care, your not alone how you feel.

Maybe that's true, maybe they jsut dont realise how bad I feel and how much help I need.
But I cant bear the fact that all the people who have fucked me over are out partying with their friends and I am left here with no one.
Why is it that no one likes me?
Please!! Someone tell me!!
I am constantly comfused by my own thoughts. i am constantly analysing evertyhign I thinka dn say and what other people say to me.
i really cant stand it any longer. i rally, really cant.
And most of you know I dont ask for this very much ok??
I am not attention seeking befoer someone says it. I dont ask for help that often but I really need it right now ok? Cox I am SO close to slashing my wrists, you have no idea.

i have felt that way a lot lately... A LOT!

i have come to the realization this week that i am codependent. never really knew exactly the definition of it, but when i read it i knew it was me. cant wait to get started working on it.

not saying that is the case with you, but may be something to look into.

lots of HUGS hun, i care....

You sound a lot like me. You have a lot of the same complaints that I do, about not having a person to lean on a the moment and your friends being out while you're at home alone. Maybe we both need to find new friends, eh? Perhaps the problem isn't you, or me, or anyone else who has said the same thing on this thread. Perhaps the problem is our so-called 'friends'. Maybe we just don't know how to pick them. :/ Feel free to message me if you need to rant to someone. And I don't believe for a second what you said about your guy being better off without you. Losing a loved one like that...it would probably rip him apart. Please don't hurt yourself.

Some people are just plain selfish red. All they can think about is the latest handbag out or which friend is "flavour of the month". Ask yourself... are these the kind of people that you REALLY want as friends> The kind that exclude you without even telling you why? It may be that theyve noticed youre down... if so then good friends will try and talk to you about it not ignore it and ignore you. :)

I know what you mean about needing a friend and feeling like no one cares. It's hard to reach out to someone who has never had depression, because they just can't understand how you feel. They say things like "just cheer up", like we choose to feel bad. I care about you and am here if you need me.

red, hey, you seem like a sweet lady

how are you taking care of your depression? meds? therapist? just curious

I know my depression can be as hard on others as it is on me

and they don't always know how to deal with it,

as human beings with or without depression, we do have to be careful that we give because we care, not because we want the same amount of attention back, repayment, it's hard to keep in mind

just a thought, I think that was already posted

there is nothing "wrong" with you, maybe you are like a lot of us that need to learn how to have relationships