I've just left the house after 3 days. I needed toothpaste. My friends are having a party tonight, not only can I not go (can't afford the $60, after spending $2.99 on toothpaste I'm down to $1.90)I don't even want to go. Like it'll just make me feel worse to see people who are so happy. My fiance will be working, so I can't even be with him. I think I've cried every day for the past week. I just want to take some NyQuil or Tylenol PM at like 8:00 tonight and just sleep this new years away, rather than just cry it in.
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