I just joined after reading a discussion about being depressed your whole life. That is me. Parents brought me up to be that way. Problem is I just don't care about living - just going through the motions. But as I get older, (45) find aches and pains hard to deal with. What is the point of suffering? I am happy sometimes but even then I do not feel life is worth the bother on the whole. I know this is perspective - but I have never experienced an appreciation of life. I tend to obsess about dying (as a good thing) but not necessarily suicidal. Just tired. I don't know. Just aches and pains triggering me real bad - any suggestions?
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