I’m really the unhappiest I have ever been.
My life feels like a disaster, and I don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel, how long do I have to keep waiting? Keep waiting for things to get better, but I feel like it never will. I’ve lost too many years, and I’ll never get them back.
I am a victim of child abuse. I’ve been hurt for too many years. And I just think “what did I ever do to deserve this?”
Yeah I just don’t see things getting any better, and I want to die.
edit: I am seeing a counselor currently
what type of therapy would help with money spending and impulsivity i am paying off credit cards i pay 50 on one a month have been doing for a few and it is down will pay off in about 6 months then another i am doing it but the card is blocked and i cant use it they think i need a new one and i never applied for it i seem to be doing better except when i need something this month bought 3 coats...
i have discovered the joys of online shopping!!! I have done most of my Christmas shopping online. I ordered a ton of new clothing items for myself. Much needed. I also ordered a new bookcase(the one I have is way to small.) And I bought an organizer for my crafts supplies. Every day is like Christmas. I keep getting stuff in the mail and it is so fun!! Just thought I’d share. I didn’t have...