i also have no life except the people on ds if it werent for all of you i dont know what i would do. I live out in the country so theres no one to talk to. I try to talk to my hubby but he doesnt understand either. I wake up every morning most mornings wishing i hadnt woke up because then the pain and depression starts so i get up and eat something take all of my meds and have a cigarette and then go back to sleep until about 1or2pm then i wake up and try to do a little housework but it hurts too bad to move so i take more meds and go back to sleep unless i have a doctor appointment i dont go anywhere once in a while i go to the little store in our little town but i have to take my xanex before i go or i cant face people i try to cook dinner when the kids get here i make them help then after dinner i get online for a bit then im back to sleep again litterally i have no life. I have a vehicle but have no desire to go anywhere. Because im always in pain and i cant drive on my meds. I think im sleeping more than i should be but taking pain meds and depression meds and panic attack meds i cant hardly wake up. My hubby invited some of his friends over n sunday and i stayed in the house my back was hurting and i was in no mood for company anyone else have this problem? When hubby wants to go somewhere i always tell him go ahead i dont want to go anywhere but he doesnt understand i cant stand to be out in public im not comfortable unless im home. thanks for letting me get this off my chest suzie
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