Ive reached a point where I have no outlook for a future. I used to mark the future in accordance with events in my life. I no longer have that. I no longer have a fear of not being able to go on, its been replaced by an acceptance that I wont get better. The only fear I have of dying I have, is pain. I cant bare anymore that is either physical or mental. My body and mind is tired and sincerely aches for some sort of relief. I am at a dead end. Ive lost any support that I have but Im loking for any new answers.
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