well does anyone understand whar it feels like to be alone and have no friends??? i do!!!!!! i have never made friends easy and i lose them faster then i can get to know them. people just leave me soooooooooo lonely. i wish i understood why i am soooooo unworthy of friendship, and why people just wont stay friends with me. i know it is difficult to make friends and i often just dont know what to say to people, but its not like i dont have a voice. why must they leave and forget me??? am i running them off???? i have been told this could be the case. i an soooooooo negative at times and think others are mad or just dont want to talk to me and i feel a lack of trust with all people soooooo maybe its true im the reason i am sooooooo alone.
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