Evenings are always the hardest time. Even if get through an ok day at night i sink right back to what i try to escape from. My thoughs, loneliness,an tears. ... In the blink of an eye from smiles to tears, joy to sadness, from life to death. how? why? reach out for that comfort that little peace of heaven from someone an it fades. I tried tonight to escape it all with the only person i ever turn to but i guess slp called because fell aslp on me (as usual). no matter how much i try, reach out, or state how much i need someone im right back at square one where i started...sad,alone, and in tears.........never ends
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