So... I have waited a year or so to get an appointment with someone to talk about my mental health. It's not really an appointment tot lk about my mental health it is cognative behavioural therapy. Whether that is what I need or not that is what I get. Since my first appointment my therapist has cancelled 5 out of 7. What is the fucking point? I don't ven need this kind of therapy, I need a physcologist to talk through my problems. I'm not just depressed I'm manic and hallucinate. I was told even if I want to talk to a counsellor I would have to go private. So unless you are some kind of threat to society (forget yourself), you are not deemed important enough to be listened to. I think I just need to talk to someone openly and honestly in the flesh to vent my feelings but I can't talk to any of my friends because that would destroy the little "normality" that I have left, but it seems there are no health professionals available either until it's too late. What the fuck?
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