Hi everyone, new to this forum, this is 1st post, i just feel soo so low like lifes a bad dream and im never going to wake up from it. I have been seeing a doctor and a councillor for 2 months but doesnt really help, i just sit and cry the whole time. They have now referred me to see a physciatrist next week. Noone understands as i have not a single friend in the world, i lost touch with them when i left home at 19 and moved away. I have a 2 year old girl and am in a loving relationship and really feel like if i dont sort me out thats going to go out of the window too, theres only so much someone can take. I just cry all the time, cant even be bothered getting dressed or making an effort with appearance. I am currently 35 weeks pregnant so am not on any medication, i dont even speak to my dad any more after a huge row and i overheard mam and dad, who are seperated, talking and mam said well you know shes not right in the head but at least shes doing something about it. I told doc if it wasnt for the fact im pregnant i think i would have endd it all by now as i even think that my daughter would be better off without me, im so miserable and jobless and cant take her anywhere or do anything and think that if i wasnt here my partner would eventually meet someone else and be better off all round. Where will this all end, i can see no light.
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