i dont even leave the house anymore. i basically got let go of my job because i started to miss too much work. ever since my nana passed away ive crawled so deep into a hole.... and i cant see the light anymore. i dont go out with friends, i dont pick up the phone (i use to be very social, going out EVERY night, making it to EVERY party.) for the past year or so ive been on vikes/perks for my back problems, my doctor found out i was taking too many and told me she wasnt going to give them to me anymore.... so now im trying to find a new primary care that will. it seems that is my only escape. i'll take many painkillers to not just numb the physical pain, but this sever emotional pain that i cant really describe, or bear. ive taken a whole presription, 180 perk15s in 5 days. yeah, the withdrawel from that is absolutely brutal. i randomly break out in tears, so many things set me off. i need help. my mother keeps telling me to see a therapist, if she only knew the half of this. im so helpless
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