I am sad, I am depressed, I hate my life, I don't have a life. I go to work (which is so hard to do), I just want to stay home and hide and sleep. There is no hope in my life for anything better. My husband has no drive, He works and plays on the computer and watches tv..nothing more. I see nothing good coming for me, I just had my 49th birthday and it feels like there is nothing more for me. Everyone in my life all they want is for me to listen to them, noone has time to listen to me. My son will listen but you can hear in his voice he really doesnt want to get in the middle of my crap, I am mom and should take care of him. He has enough of his own stress anyhow and I try not to burden him. I have no family that talks to me, they all disowned me a long long time ago. Long story but All I have is my husband, my son and my 6year old grandson and my two dogs, who are quite frankly too need sometimes. I mean I love them to death but sometimes I need my space and they are all over me. I don't know what to do, so here I am writing to strangers and have no idea if this is a good thing or bad things. I don't even know what groups to join or what to say. anyway thanks and bye
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