Hello everyone, I have just joined tonight in search of some sort of support. I have been fighting depression since i was very young, had a rough but not terrible childhood, but I can remember having suicidal thoughts as early as 7 years old. I have been on and off of meds, but I've never tried therapy. I moved to Illinois away from all my family with a husband that has no understanding of depression nor does he want to. His roll at work is supervisor, and it seems to follow him home because he wants to be in control of our every breath it seems. When I have my bad days he tells me to get up, and when I try to explain how I feel, he takes offense to everything and walks away. How exactly do you tell someone that just because you hurt doesn't mean they caused that hurt?? And the fact that I feel like i'm being drug by the arm through our marriage is not helping my self worth AT ALL!!! I love the man for all he is, but all he is makes me to go away sometimes...
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