I'm new to this site and I just recently got out of the hospital for treatment. My husband placed me in there but now that I'm out I'm really nervous and I almost feel like I want to go back. I still have feelings of wanting to be with my babies in heaven and that makes me really nervous. I have a journal but it doesn't seem to help so much and I have an appointment with a new docotor tomorrow but I'm scared I'll lock up and shut down again like I normally do. And then I also have a support group for women who have had miscarriages. I'm just hoping I find a woman who has been through the same thing I have. I have no children and my first two pregnancies ended in miscarriages so I'm just so nervous I'll never be able to have children. I'm just feeling really depressed today I guess.
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