I was dignosed 2 years ago with chronic depression. This was after I tried to commit suicide. I was on medication for a year but found it did nothing so I don't take it anymore. I have stopped having contact with family and friends cause I just couldn't talk to them. No one understands how I feel and how much it hurts. I don't want to be like this but I just seem to find a way out. I think about suicide all the time and I know someday I will be successful the next time. I can't think of any other way out of this thing.
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