I have been depressed for most of my life and just started getting treatment for it in 2005 when I had a mental breakdown and had to be put in the hospital. I have been on my meds for alittle over two years but I recently stopped taking them. I am back on them now but I am having a very hard time right now. As soon as I got back on my meds. I found out that my biological father who has not been apart of my life wants to come back and be my father. It brought up so many emotions that I had held back up until this point. Feeling of self hate that I never knew where they came from. It all came flooding back. Now I call my mental health center almost everyday. Just needing someone to talk to. SOmeone to bounce ideas off of. I used to cut myself before and to be honest I have been close to doing it again. I don't know what to do. I have a sonto take care of and this depression is just taking over everything.
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