this all may sound a bit ridiculous to some but it is really getting me down. Im a 21 yr old father of one, dont get me wrong i love him to death, but i feel that im missing out on a lot of normal things that people do at my age. Im currently working 3 jobs and have no time to myself and still living check to check. Me and my girlfriend are on our last strand and have no idea what to do im just striving for happiness. But the harder i try it seems the further i get set back. Its hard to keep going at this rate. My mother and father were both killed in a car accident a year today. All that is left is my brother who now resides in Seattle. Im alone in this place and this is all i have.
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