Hello to everyone. I've been coming to DS for a few months but for some reason never joined this group. I've been in treatment for a little over 5 years - blah blah. It all sounds the same to me tonight. I can't understand how my mood can just seem to start draining from me and then feel like I don't care and neither does anyone else. I attended a memorial service today for a close friend whose daughter passed away unexpectidly. I felt sadness but can't cry. Why? I can't seem to find any emotion except anger. My supervisor who is also a close friend has been diagnosed with Hep C and is going to start treatment. She is struggling and in immense pain but still - I feel like I'm a board - no emotions. I'm just down tonight and needed to write. Thanks
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