i am new to this site. i thought i would try and join a group to see if it helps at all. i hope it does. life is pretty hard for me right now. my marriage seems to be falling apart, i have been sick for the last year. and not with depression. i have learnt to live with that. i have had 3 operations in the last 6 months. and i am sure thats not helping. i just moved back to the uk from having lived in the usa for 18 years. i left my 20 yr old daughter there, and she came for xmas and let me down big time. i found out things about her i never thought she would do. now all my family here, well my inlaws are saying how bad my child is, i feel like i am not a good mum. they make me cry when they say bad things about her. but i dont let them know i am crying i walk out of the room. i cant stand what they have to say. imiss my daughter alot and now i worry about her too. she lives there on her own.cos her daddy lives in another state. she is blaming me for that too.
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