i dont wanna live anymore. i miss my friends from an old pool i used to guard at. i am at 2 other guarding jobs that pay more but its not the same. my grades suck. i have an 0.25 g.p.a. i hate working so much but i haave to to pay off all the hospital bills cuz my insurance maxed out. i am always angry all the time-but i dont show it....i wish i could get a gun and just end it all...would i be able to get a gun? i live in st.louis,mo. im 19 and 1/2.
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