I have been having issues with low self esteem and constant negativity. I always think that I screw everything up and everyone hates me. When I walk into a room I feel like everyone sees through me and can see that I am worthless. I rethink everything I say and get mad at myself for saying such stupid things. At night I lay in bed and think about my actions throughout the day and get mad at myself. I can't trust anyone and its ruined my relationships and I have really hurt the person I care about most because I just couldn't trust him. I just started Abilify. My PDOC says that the abuse I went through caused this and Abilify along with therapy will fix me. Has anyone else has these issues? Right now I am so afraid it wont ever go away and I will have to live like this the rest of my life.
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