Where to start! I guess I joined here just to tell someone how I feel. I'm not a very talkative person so don't like to talk about my feelings but bottling them up doesn't seem to be helping. I've been feeling quite low for sometime now partly due to health reasons and the breakdown of a relationship a few years ago. But recently I seem to be feeling much lower. I have an amazing little boy who should be my strength and happiness but as hard as it for me to say at the moment he isn't. I feel he would be better off without me and deserves so much more than I can give him. I just feel so alone and empty. My mother suffers with severe depression so I van't ask her for help and after years of seeing her so ill I know I need to do something for my sons sake however I do not want to be taking medication. I just don't know what to do for the best
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why did you give up telling me what you think. i know you cant 100% know but do you just think that i worsened or caused my scoliosis for my actions? is it not thinkable? that i had underweight and bad sitting positions and everything.. and then suddenly a 20° S curve at 19 years. is this not connected with my actions?