I've been very depressed these past 4 months. I've actually been depressed for years but I relocated to another city and state in mid January. My depression got very bad after early 2004. I relocated to have a better quality of life but my depression has been so bad that I think it just got worse in certain respects after I moved here. I haven't been interested in doing any of the things I had planned on doing since moving to a bigger city. I've been kind of isolated only having my son to be around and talk to. I've talked with my bf over the phone. But I'm really at a loss for friends to go out with and talk to. I'm very lonely. I feel as if there is nothing to look forward to.
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