I just can't shake how awful I feel. It feels like someone is sitting on my chest all day. I can't eat and wake up in the middle of the night sweating. I just upped my dose of Effexor from 75 to 150mg but still feel awful. I've been having more suicidal thoughts than ever and am scared of what I might do. Please, I'm terrified. I wish I was dead.
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