I am worried that I may be friendless. I had lost a lot of them to moving away and such. It has been very stressful for me and I started cutting again over this. I have/had a very good friend who is also a guy and has a huge crush on me. He has been a pretty abusive friend in the sense of how he talks to me. I was exhausted the other day and thought it was time for me to spend some time for myself for once so I didn't want to go out. He got upset that we didn't go out. He spend the next hour sending me non stop text messages calling me every name in the book and getting very low in things he said. I feel bad because I haven't quite forgiven him but there is a huge part of me that doesn't want him in my life anymore. But can I throw away years of friendship even though hes not a good friend?
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