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my ex girlfriend left over 3 months ago
i keep trying to wash the sheets from her bed
but i cant
i put them in
put the powder in
turn the power on
my finger hovers over the start button
and i freak out
i rip them out just to smell her one last time
if i cant find the strength to wash some bed sheets how will i ever get over her?!
its like every time i try it just gets harder
i keep trying to wash the sheets from her bed
but i cant
i put them in
put the powder in
turn the power on
my finger hovers over the start button
and i freak out
i rip them out just to smell her one last time
if i cant find the strength to wash some bed sheets how will i ever get over her?!
its like every time i try it just gets harder
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
this is not who i am
i never fall in love like this
I'm thinking this is your only remembrance of her? And that's why it's so hard?
Give yourself a little more time if you need it, or just wait until you're in the right mood and slam them in the wash before you can stop yourself. I know those are completely opposite, but you know best which one would work better for you.
Many people keep reminders of the past. Do you have anything else you could substitute, maybe something you could use, or a picture, so you're not stuck with a used set of sheets? I'm just thinkiing of practicality...and maybe you wouldn't feel so bad about keeping a reminder if it was something less consipicuous.
Damn I'm talking like I know what I'm talking about. Maybe a reminder isn't even healthy. I don't know you well enough to make that call.
But you are not pathetic, that much I know, because I've done the same damn thing.
Big hugs
and i have a letter she left for me. i dont know what it is, maybe its because i know how close to the sheets she was how i can still smell her on them
i keep telling myself to just out the machine on delay start and go to work but id totally freak out when i got home.