I need someone to talk to me. I AM GETTING VERY DEPRESSED ABOUT LOSING SOMEONE i THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND. aBOUT THE ONLY ONE i HAD. i AM STILL TRYING to fight the crack smoke in the house where I live. They do it all the time and I am getting sick of it. I must exercise because my diabetes, heart. I dont know what to do anymore. Nobody wants to come over to my house because of the crack addicts. I am so didgusted. I asked someone to help me, from a churck. She bought me a really bid expensive air purifier. It worked for about a week and now its not taking the crack smell away. I was so happy, i should have known nothing works in my life. so now i have to be controlled by thi s crack. i tried police. they do nothing. fire department. this is too much to bear for me. why does it have to be so hard/ THIS CRACK SMOKE MAKES MY MOOD CHANGE, MY HEART BEAT FASTER, MY GI SYSTEM WANTS TO MOVE FASTER. FORGET ABOUT SLEEPING. IT WAKES ME RIGHT UP. DAY AND NIGHT, CARS ALL OVER OUTSIDE THE HOUSE, I HAVE AN APARTMENT INSIDE A HOUSE. NOW I AM GETTING SO ANGRY. I JUST WANT CLEAN AIR. MY LIFE IS SO DEPRESSING. I AM TIRED OF TRYING TO SURVIVE. I CALLED LANDLORD AND SAID THE SITUATION WAS OKAY, AND TO JUST TELL THESE CREEPS IN THE HOUSE WITH LIKE TEN KIDS TO KEEP THE NOISE DOWN. NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR ME ANYMORE AND IM GETTING CHEST PAINS IN MY SLEEP I HAVE CONGESTIVE HEAT FAILURE AND BREATING PROBLEMS PLUS I WALK WITH A CANE. WHAT IS THE SENSE OF LIFE WITH ALL THIS MISERY? I DONT HAVE THE SECURITY TO MOVE AND NOBODY WILL HELP ME.
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