I had an appt today with my therapist, which I was looking forward to all day as I have felt like breaking down into tears all week. She is the only person that truly understands my situation and where I am coming from, and she always seems to know what to do and how to tell me, without telling me. She is the person I tell everything to, and have been for many years...I got there today. Her car was there, but she wasn't... she left for an emergency they told me???? I am so worried, and so depressed right now. I am lost with a situation I have to face tomorrow.... and now even more worry about what has happened...ahhhhh
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