I've been up every hour to hour and a half last night....can't stop crying and feeling horrible. Scaredandscarred has been with me for the last month here and its been wonderous but she leaves tomorrow and I'm heart broken!!!! No she isn't breaking off our relationship she is just heading home 2000 miles away....I know I'll be seeing her in 6 months but that isn't helping....when I get like this I feel like I can't go on and harbour thoughts of suicide. I know all good things have to end sometime it just feels terrible is all. I don't want to let go or let her leave. Sorry I'm just not too strong right now...any suggestions on how to cope would be nice!
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