i have tried putting signs all around my home with encouring sayings and they help somewhat then something bad will happen which seems like every day and then i go right back to feeling like i cannot do anything right and want to retreat back to the couch and cry . when I go to store everyone pisses me off people get in my way and i get fustrated and sometimes just leave what i have in the carriage and walk out usually i just go in for abt 5 things so that i don't have to stay long then other time i go to store to spend money just so i feel good it gives me some kind of high when around crowds i feel that everyone is looking at me saying she is that crazy person what i try is to talk myself down and keep saying that i am just like them ... I wish there was some miracle pill that will make me feel happy
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