
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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i sent this messeage to someone here and they are trying to help me out but i don't think i am making myself clear. i don't want to frustrate anyone so i am wondering if anyone here can say what i mean more clearly:
"i dont think i need to go to a hospital as i have not taken anything yet. plus they do nothing at the hospital except have a bunch of meetings that make no sense to me. i don't think that there is anything wrong with me that is addressable. there is not really anything to work out. there are lifestyle changes that will be suggested, but i dont think those will change what goes on in my head. i know no-one understands this so i have stopped trying to explain it. i know that i have to take an active approach toward ending my life. i can't explain why i know this, but i know it. i'm not very fired up about the prospect, but i am certain that this is what i have to do. i was suppose to do this years ago. i got side tracked and kinda just ignored the idea. i was in a church group and was having too much fun. i know that it was selfish but i did not want to do it at that time. so since i have left the group, i have tried to follow through with my obligation, but i have not been very successful. i thought that i had finally found the proper combination and now you tell me i am not going to be successful again. i don't know what to do? i have to do this but no matter what i try im not doing it right. i dont want to break the law and go out a buy a gun but i think it is my last resort. this is way more work than it is suppose to be i believe."
does this make sense to anyone else. it makes sense to me but no one seems to understand my point of view. can someone please help me explain myself?
"i dont think i need to go to a hospital as i have not taken anything yet. plus they do nothing at the hospital except have a bunch of meetings that make no sense to me. i don't think that there is anything wrong with me that is addressable. there is not really anything to work out. there are lifestyle changes that will be suggested, but i dont think those will change what goes on in my head. i know no-one understands this so i have stopped trying to explain it. i know that i have to take an active approach toward ending my life. i can't explain why i know this, but i know it. i'm not very fired up about the prospect, but i am certain that this is what i have to do. i was suppose to do this years ago. i got side tracked and kinda just ignored the idea. i was in a church group and was having too much fun. i know that it was selfish but i did not want to do it at that time. so since i have left the group, i have tried to follow through with my obligation, but i have not been very successful. i thought that i had finally found the proper combination and now you tell me i am not going to be successful again. i don't know what to do? i have to do this but no matter what i try im not doing it right. i dont want to break the law and go out a buy a gun but i think it is my last resort. this is way more work than it is suppose to be i believe."
does this make sense to anyone else. it makes sense to me but no one seems to understand my point of view. can someone please help me explain myself?
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r okay, and take the advice of some on here that are telling u of their experience; i am here for support, too. here's a BIG hug!