I have been having some terrible thoughts lately and I am scared of what may come of them. Sometimes I think about death and how much better my family would be with out me here. I don't think I could ever hurt my self but the thoughts alone are scaring me. I have no friends out side of my family and have no one else I can talk with, my husband is tired of listening to me and counseling isn't working due to the fact that they can get me in only every other week but I have mood swings all the time and need someone to talk to more than they can offer. If any one would like to help me out and chat from time to time it would help so much. I can offer friend ship in return. Please help.
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