iv bin goin out with my boyfriend for over 3 years now,i had a little boy befor i got with him an he has taken him on as his own i now have 3 children 2 by him,i love him sooooo much,my problem is my boyfriend went out yeterday an left his comp on sleep so wen i went to go on it i was on his page,so i fort instead of changing over i saty on his i only had to do a bank transfer,thats wen i saw his resent history of what hes bin looking at!!!!hes bin on porn sites witch i dont mind that much as all boys men cant help them selfs with that,but i read on an sin he looked at one of his mates that i no he liked way befor me it was a porn site of her,i was gutted oh an plus her friends an he looked for people that are my friends to i dont no wot to do about it,im sooo depressed about my body any way iv got strechmarks everywere iv just had a baby girl so iv got abit of fat al over an i feel gross now,dont get me wrong im not one of those girls that get dressed up everyday to take the kids to school an things the only time i wear makeup is wen i go out,do u think i shud start dressing up like them??an getting a fake tan an things,the day before yesterday i could have swore on my life my boyfriend wundt cheat on me but now im not so sure this has really got me down please give me your advise thanx in advance xxx
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