I am having a really hard time. I have had 2 miscarriages in the last 9 months and I feel like from there my whole world is falling apart. My husband took a 2nd job to make up for me quitting my job after being mistreated. I just dont know what to do anymore, I suffer from depression, anxiety and have panic attacks frequently. I have not wanted to be around a lot of people, I havent been able to open up about my feelings b/c I dont really know how to express them right now. I feel like I am safe at home and that if I go out in public I will get hurt, people will judge me and criticize me. I have been seeing a counselor now for about 2 yrs and she suggests I apply for disability, if anyone has any suggestions please let me know!!!
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