How do you remain hopeful when it feels like all hope is lost? Is this just part of my depression being so bad right now? I feel like there is no hope of ever being happy again, of my fiance ever getting better again. It feels like life is just a waste of time. Honestly the only reason I'm still here is because I know it would break his heart if something happened to me. I'm his inspiration to get better, the thing that kept him alive, and that's the only thing that makes me life worth living, the fact that he survived his accident. But what if we never feel happy ever again??? HELP.
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