I am so depressed for so many reasons. I have Graves Disease, Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, and I lost my husband two years ago. My illnesses get out of control during summer so I spend most of my time in bed. I have a son that is six years old. Even through he is in camp during summer, I feel like a horrible Mom.
To be honest, after my husband passed away I only leave the house to take my son to school or camp, Doctors appointments, and to buy food. We would have been married 26 years this last year. I met him when I was 13 years old and can't figure out how to start living without him.
I also take care of my Mom full time with little to no help from my sister and brother. I am the "go to" person for everyone when they need something regardless of how I am doing.
How do I start living again with all of this going on? Does anyone here hide in their house most of the time? Do you have big ideas in morning and then do nothing the entire day? Please give me some advice because I tried everything I can't think of. I am seeing a therapist but I just say what he wants to hear than do nothing with his suggestions.
What were some steps you took for a better life or to improve it
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