I am so depressed for so many reasons. I have Graves Disease, Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, and I lost my husband two years ago. My illnesses get out of control during summer so I spend most of my time in bed. I have a son that is six years old. Even through he is in camp during summer, I feel like a horrible Mom.
To be honest, after my husband passed away I only leave the house to take my son to school or camp, Doctors appointments, and to buy food. We would have been married 26 years this last year. I met him when I was 13 years old and can't figure out how to start living without him.
I also take care of my Mom full time with little to no help from my sister and brother. I am the "go to" person for everyone when they need something regardless of how I am doing.
How do I start living again with all of this going on? Does anyone here hide in their house most of the time? Do you have big ideas in morning and then do nothing the entire day? Please give me some advice because I tried everything I can't think of. I am seeing a therapist but I just say what he wants to hear than do nothing with his suggestions.
i'm hoping a few of you remember me. i'm trying to ease back into the flow here. i need to rebuild my support system. i also need a safe place to get a reality check from people who understand what its like to have trouble seperating reality from the world in one's head. this used to be a really good place to do that, hope it still is. anyway, i've missed the friends i had made here and the...
...to everyone suffering & in distress on this group. but my own limitations & health probs, stupid computer & OF COURSE DS wont even let me today. just know i care. xo