Hello. First, I just want to say that I know that I have no business feeling this way because my life is a cake walk and so many people have bigger problems but I can't help it. I am so lifeless and depressed. It makes me feel guilty to even talk about it outloud because there is no reason for it...I have people in my life who love me & I have everything going for me. When I want something, I go out and get it and seem to always succeed so what is my problem? There's not much that I want to do that I haven't already. Its like I don't have anything that excites me and gives me that happy feeling like I had when I was a kid. Life just goes on and its numb. When I am at work, I can keep my mind busy usually so I get through the day but thats just it -then what? Whats next for me? I don't know what to do with myself. Am I the only one that feels like this?
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