Well I'm 25 now and for some of you that's just a baby and for others, I'm sure it seems ancient but for me it's just disappointing. I am beginning to fear that my life is a waste. I haven't accomplished anything that I've set out to do and there is no sign of a resolution in sight. Of course I'm probably being to hard on myself but I can't help it, I've always been this way and now I'm starting to realize that perhaps my broken brain is what's been getting in the way. I want so desperately to fix ME. To just be able to get up everyday and be the best me. Forgive myself for the mistakes I've made and forgive others for what they've done but I just CAN'T. I'm so upset about my past and lack of accomplishments that its keeping me from progressing into the mature independent and strong woman that I need to be. I have no friends, I don't fit in anywhere. I spent my birthday alone to the soundtrack of a thunderstorm...
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